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Facing Fearful Odds

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Hello. My name is Guy. ‘fearfulodds’ refers to a few diseases that have been architected to kill me. But as a friend once said, “I’m still ‘ere, ‘en I?” Life itself can come with some pretty fearsome odds too; I’ve been fascinated by what it takes to overcome them. As part of my PhD I got involved with the Research Method Autoethnography, a disciplined reflexive self-examination, then tried to work out how to weave that learning into creative writing. And mental well-being. An example is the blog I wrote about my recent cancer journey.

I’ve had three different careers, a soldier, ops at Heathrow and two decades in IT. Four, if I include Academia (2016-23). Writing, however, has been a constant substrate of my life. Poetry, primarily, but other modalities too. I think it’s language itself, and how it changes, especially within each modality, that fascinates me. And how it goes wrong when we communicate. I accidentally became an expert in metaphor and other artefacts of figurative language. Not a brilliant chat up line. Books too, a constant and indelible friendship over six decades, both reading and writing.

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Fiction

CNF

On this site I run two blogs. One is about the mental and emotional goings-on with a diagnosis of cancer. Two different departments of Oncology gave me five years to live, back in spring 2023. Clock’s ticking, right? Quicker than it normally ticks …

And what we can do with our mind and outlook to try and maintain stability and a positive outlook

[this is on hold atm] The other is about identity. And how identity changes, especially with disabilities. The mental and emotional shenanigans that goes on with a diagnosis like progressive multiple sclerosis which they got to in ’14 but I’d been to the medics with in ’06.


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Charity (CIC)

Shepherding the Mind is dear to my heart. It spans and knits together all of my interests, desires, the themes of my modern life. My dog, my understanding of the human condition, my desire to help others, my Phd, military experience and mindset.

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The Dragon’s Breath

The Dragon’s Breath has evolved. Ostensibly it’s a site about cookery, or the cookery and alchemy of curry. But, as MS robbed me of my ability to cut an onion, my PhD taught me the difference between reflexivity and naval gazing, and my need to write a memoire in support of a course … we now have this mashup

Learn more about the DB.

green eye coeur press

Having said I wouldn’t again after 2012, I own a company. Well, I don’t own it, I’m a minor share holder. But I run a publishing company. Mainly electronic media, some print, a little bits of lot of stuff. the eye and the heart.

Learn more about gecpress.

Pigsty Farm

I’m part of the admin team for Pigsty Farm, a working farm and CIC immersed in mental wellbeing and the positivity of the natural outdoors and animal husbandry.

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